Monday, January 26, 2009

Anxiety a'brewin'

First off, I have a crappy keyboard at the moment. I'm going out to get a new laptop tonight or in the morning, and it can't happen soon enough! Ahh.

I have a lot of topics I need to talk about right now.

1. I blew off my counselor last week. Bad, right? I know. :( I was at the building, but the street was closed so the high school teenager inside of me (haha, that was sooo 8 years ago) decided "maybe they're closed!". Yeah right, they don't even close when there's a blizzard out. LOL. So, I just put my foot on the gas and drove the other way. What was so important to me that I had to blow off my sweet, amazing counselor? Nothing. I had an hour without any kids. No husband. No animals. No tv, computer, nothing. I had nothing to do. So, I went shopping. Ahh, retail therapy. It's a lot more expensive than my actual counselor, but that's alright. ;) So now, I need to make a new appointment. I guess I just didn't feel like talking. I just didn't feel like going? I don't think that's weird but maybe it is.

2. My kids are driving me crazy (even crazier than what I consider myself normally), which is bad lol. My DD has a voice that pierces your eardrums when she talks. So....imagine that multiplied by a thousand times when she YELLS or SPEAKS LOUDLY. Yeah, that's all she's been doing today and I'm at my wits end.

3. They think they need to follow me EVERYWHERE I GO. I'm in the office and here comes one. I just need some quiet time to myself. Can I get that? No. They throw themselves to the floor, scream, pull each others hair and hit me. It's really old.

4. DH is working, need I say more? Ugh.

5. I want to get my W2. We're waiting on mine, and go figure, they'll take their sweet ass time to send it out.

Ahh.. I'm stressed.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

i don't think it's weird...i did the same thing today...went to of all places, walmart LMBO. we have like four of them here. i'm not in therapy on a regular basis, but i do have someone i see from time to time...you know my issues.

retail therapy is the best! of course i spent like 100 dollars (that we did not have to spend) on little things that make me happy ;)

we already got our w2s and will get our taxes done soon. were going to do them done online, but just might go to jackson hewitt this year. really need the moolah for a trip this spring.

lol, sorry for the long comment!

That Girl said...

I LOVE just going shopping alone. I dont even have to buy anything. lol

Hayley said...

I feel you on the kids being anoying. Mine drive me nuts. Sometimes I just lay in bed and watch tv while I let them play upstairs. It helps alot to get an hour or two if just you time during the day.